Anxiety is a very bad thing to have. You can never get out in public because it scares you. You are afraid of people, you don’t like meeting people that you don’t know, and you don’t do sports, cause you don’t like big crowds. My grandpa passed away in 2014, we had just started getting close, he was in the hospital for a while and then finally he told them that he was ready to go. So then they turned his pacemaker off and then he went to heaven to be with god, every now and then I go to the graveyard and talked to my grandpa about all my problems and whats wrong with me. He’s the only person I ever open up to. My great-grandmother oh I loved that woman to death! She was the most amazing person she knew how to cook very well, nothing will ever taste like hers. She was everything to me she loved me like I was her daughter. My mother isn’t the greatest person but she tries. She really made me mad, summer of 2018 she got drunk and passed out on a bus stop bench and we literally had to walk way across at. Louis to get home. It was the worst time of my life. My dad, he isnt the best person ever but he is the only person that stepped up to raise up. He tried his hardest so I give him that. He wasnt a woman so he didnt know how to do things like a mom could. But he gave his all and I respect and appreciate him for that. I think a mask should not be worn, especially because you start breathing in carbon dioxide after wearing it for long periods of time. I think that maybe just maybe all this junk will go away after the election and we can have a normal school year. I dont think masks slow the spread on the account nobody wears them and its just thin cloth. Everyone doesnt wear them right like one of my teachers he pulls his off his nose so then his mouth is all thats covered. Maybe if everyone wore them from the start, and wore them right, or if they didnt want to wear them they couldve stayed in the house then maybe it wouldnt ha
ve gotten as bad but then again there was a test proven to be false positive. If your state is required and has no option but to wear them then I dont think the mask should be sold, I think maybe they should send them boxes since after all they are required and I think that the stores that require them should provide people with one that doesnt have one, because if they keep telling people you cant come in without a mask but wont give them one then they are gonna start losing business. The COVID pandemic has taken a big toll on everyones life. I mean for weeks we couldnt leave the house unless it was urgent, like to get groceries, and then we had a major toilet paper shortage. I think having to stay in the house may have put my happiness back, now that I can go do things and enjoy life it has gotten much better! Some things have changed like Walmart, changed their hours like, how are Nucor workers gonna get groceries if they need them and they work a late shift and get off early in the morning? They cant! Most stores require masks or you cant enter, some people cant breathe with them on. Churches closed down and nobody could go to church, restaurants closed the dining area, so no more Sunday dinners at a restaurant. It hasnt really changed my life that much but, it made it where people cant see the people they love like grandparents, parents, and family members cause they are scared to get sick I wish this all could go away but I dont see that happening anytime soon. I never thought COVID-19 would get this far. It started out as barely anyone had it and then I just started increasing more and more eventually our summer nights got ruined, we had curfews set by the towns and you couldnt be close to anyone. COVID has really changed peoples lives, I still treated my summer like any other day because at first, I thought it was fake, but then close family members started getting it so then I just started hanging out with my boyfriend only.